The Anniversary of the Donkeys

I always believe in planning and executing, the only feasible manner I can conceive to control the events that transpire in my life. It have been a relentless need to stock check every inch of my life, so as to sustain that momentary satisfaction and assurance.

Recently, I find that chore pretty mundane, at this point of my life, when things should not be so precisely premeditated, as if life is not hectic enough to tire me out. I find that I fall sick more often now, and the usual 4 hours or less sleep time is no longer sufficient to drive 20 year old machineries; maybe it is due now that I should learn to de-stress, relax, review, and just spend more time doing nothing but enjoying. Perhaps it is that constant overdrive that sometimes, bore out the inner childishness, and maintaining such a mundane, hectic lifestyle, is no longer an imperative for a last year A level student.

And this revelation, was transpired to me by my lovely donkey, Anita, and without her, the past 6 months would have been an ordeal. I took stern remonstration with my prior lifestyle, and began to start cherishing little bits of the surrounding, as an integral, and undoubtedly, pleasant part of my daily manoeuvres. For the past 6 months, I loved someone, never before as passionate, as lovingly, as dearly.

On 19 May 2008, we celebrated our half-year anniversary. It was the single most joyous occasion of my life - yet. Your silly donkey (previously autistic, and who found out that nans are gay) today have became fully aware that love is not a sparsely notated screenplay, but an experience that should always be exhilarating, a sophisticated friendship that transcend beyond what a friends does; to love someone, is to commit and to undergo the transformation of character, because at every juncture in time, we learn to love each other deeper, more than just our physical appearance, more than the happy times we shared - our emotions, our troubles in life, tiny bits of individualistic behaviours, that define our personality, these are the things we have learnt to love.

My love for you is an unremitting judge of time, because I only want you in my life, and as I learn more about you and your family members, I took out my planner to draw a future that I can depict with the earnest of my creativity, writing fondly of we have came along in these months.

My life is now motivated, encouraged and love by you, and only you, because of you, I find more time to understand people around me, find more time to tolerate differing views, and most of all, finding more time to love you more each day.

Happy half-year anniversary, my lovely donkey, and forever in my life, I shall embed the love, warmth and care you have given me to my soul.